The past two days have been rather long and sad;Nick's grandpa is in Changi General Hospital's ICU ward,and he's struggling to stay alive.It's so sad to see him like this,even though I only know his face from photos I've seen at Nick's house.The whole Olsen clan is there,and it's almost beautiful everytime all his children and grandchildren surround him and pray.
When we got there on fri,his eyes were shut and he was in so much pain.But when we went yesterday,he was wide awake and very alert.Nick's aunt whispered to him that his grandson Nicholas and his girlfriend were here.He managed to mumble "How're you?",and Nick replied "I'm fine,Papa."OMG.I thought I was gonna start bawling there and then...
Anyway,please pray for Nick's grandpa.Make his suffering go away...

Today's the best I've felt in a looong time,even though I'm still as tired as ever.Nick stayed over last night,that's why I didn't blog.He had so much difficulty waking up this morning,and I had so much difficulty trying to wake him cause I was still sleeping.Ugh.And he wore my dad's white Giordano t-shirt today.Haha.So cute...And I just realised today that I've never seen him just wearing a white tshirt.Pretty refreshing actually.
Michaela and Michelle performed for lunchtime concert today.OMG.MICHAELA!!!So good to see you again,even though you didn't bring my tattoo designs.hahah.But I forgive you,cause you sang so beautifully.
ANYWAY,I did my gig with Daniel at Via Mar at the Esplanade after school finished.I've never felt so good during a performance,guess it's cause i'm finally getting a chance to just sing and not have to play anything.The restaurant's really really nice,and having my friends and my dad there just made it even easier for me to enjoy myself.Those of you who were there,thanks for coming.Ivan and Justin too,although silly Ivan FORGOT to call Carissa.-rolls eyes- haha
Tomorrow's my presentation...fuck.I haven't finished doing my write-up yet,and my printer's out of black ink,so half my score looks faded.ARGH!!!Bloody hell.Hopefully Jeremy Lum finishes early tmrw,if not i'm gonna die for the presentation.FAAAAARRRRRRRRK!!!!!!!!!

Being a musician isn't as enjoyable as it's supposed to be when you have to carry your guitars around,and Singaporeans don't exactly make it much easier for you when you're lugging your heavy case around.ANYWAY...
Went for church this morning;it's SBBC's 34th anniversary!!Happy Birthday to my church!Guess who WASN'T there?Hmmm...I can't think of anyone,the person must be THAT insignificant.OMG!Lloyd wasn't there!!!hahahah That asshole can just fall of the face of this earth and nobody would notice,cause nobody cares anymore.He's so annoying!!!omg...How the hell did I stand him for 13 months???
Went jamming after that,but I was so early.Lucky Shaun came early too,if not I would've just rot until 2.Yuda was late as usual.-rolls eyes- haha That boy ah...seriously.Adam was kinda moody yesterday,and he was still a little moody when he came,but he seemed alright after a while.When we went to our vege restaurant,he kept telling me over and over again that he hates school.Poor guy...Just a bit more darling,hang in there!
Nick had to rush off for his gig after jamming;Marcia was scheduled to play at 5 at Far East,but I think everything got pushed back.He just called me,says he's going home now.Sigh Didn't get to spend much time with him today other than being in the same room while jamming.I was stuck with his stuff after that,but lucky Shaun is such a darling;he offered to help me bring Nick's stuff back.He had time to kill too.haha Work doesn't start till 8.Eek.
I just killed a baby moth.God rest its soul.Baby if you're reading this,I miss you.

It's been a really long day today,and it's gonna be a long day again tomorrow.AND.it doesn't help that I'm pms-ing.SIGH.....
Went to watch Always Marcia play for Art Tapestry at Cineleisure today and as usual,they sounded good.Sad that the sound system SUCKED,because they sounded really good for God Put a Smile and Stand Inside Your Love.Ivan's looking pretty good now;he just dyed his hair and he wore coloured contacts today.Funkedalic.My baby still looks the best though.heh.(shut up,all of you.)
Anyway,went to BK after that.There's one thing I've learned in the last 8 months,and that's when you put Nick and Benny together,within 5 mins,you'll get a load full of crap going into your ears.Seriously.They're unstoppable;it's as if they'll die if don't get their shit out of their system.But they're damn fucking hilarious,especially when they make fun of the "non-miscellanous people" and "the lord".Haha.
Was supposed to meet Yan after that,but she didn't wanna play pool,and I didn't have time to watch a movie,so we ended up going our separate ways.Sigh.So Nick and I went to Poolitix and OMG did I TRASH him!!!HAHAHAH!!!He still can't believe how I managed to beat him so many times.Heck,I can't even believe it myself!.haha.So now,he still owes me a forfeit.But that asswipe doesn't wanna kiss JJ.Damn it.
Went to watch the NUS St. Francis of "I-don't-know-where" musical after that;the acting was pretty good,but the music was a bit too raw and empty.But hey,I guess I'm just being too critical.Must be the musician thing.EEK.Justin's cousin,Julian,was the lead actor.He wrote all the songs too.Pretty darn good,if I say so myself.heh.
Oh well,my contacts are starting to shrivel up on my eyeball.Time to take them off!

It's Saturday morning now.Nick just left my house after a long day of work and only 1 fag!!We're so proud of ourselves...Oh YeAh,lEt'S sEe If I cAn TyPe LiKe ThIs FoR tHe ReSt Of ThE eNtRy.OmG...iT's DrIvInG mE nUtS aLrEaDy...
OK!!!CANNOT TAHAN!!!It just goes against my system to type like that,it's MADNESS!!!Ok I'll try talking about something intellectual today.I just read an article in Glamour Magazine today,it was about this tradition in Nepal that's becoming an argument over whether it's just a traditional practice or violation of human rights.Every 7-8 years,one young girl around the age of 3,will be taken from her home and be "transformed" into a living goddess,called a Kumari.This Kumari is believed to be a reincarnation of some Nepalese goddess,and the girls are chosen by astrologers and chief priests.Their birthdays have to fall on the same day as the Nepalese King,and their star signs have to coincide with the goddess. So once the right girl is chosen,she will live in the Kumari palace(which has been around since the 18th century.OMG.) and she will literally live the life of a goddess.Everyday,she blesses people for 4-6 hours,then for the rest of the day,she gets to play and enjoy her life as a worshipped figure.This will carry on for many years,until she hits puberty and gets her first period,then a new Kumari is chosen.The only glitch to this beautiful life?All these little girls are taken from their homes at such a young age and given everything they want,only to be thrown back a few years later into a society they were never given a chance to familiarize themselves with.Some end up doing their first grade of education at the age of 11 because they never received any kind of education while playing the part of the living goddess.Human rights being violated or just a tradition?I go with violation.Seriously,it's just wrong.
Oh well...time to sleep soon.It's gonna be a looong day later.

I'm TIRED.Really,very,extremely,superbly,blahly,TIRED.Went to school for one bloody lesson,then TPA went to Tanjong Pagar to meet the Porter Novelli guys.Went pretty well,if I say so myself.
Was talking to my friend a while ago,usual stuff,boyfriend problems.Guys always complain that we're so complex,but in actual fact,they're the more complex ones.TSK.HAHA.
I'm SOOO fucking tired!!!Have I mentioned that I'm tired?Oh yeah,I forgot to tell you.I'm tired.

Do you have any idea how full of drones this tiny island is??FUCKING FULL.It's like Singaporeans wear their eyes on the backs of their heads and their asses on their face.HELLO???I'm right in front of you!!!How the hell are you able to walk into someone who's right in front of you???UGH.
Anyway,school as usual was pretty fun.I think I'd die if I didn't have the guys,they're my perpetual source of entertainment.Yuda,Noel,Guo Liang and Jun How especially;those 4 are overflowing with shit.But I love all of them,they're like the brothers I never had.OKAY.....mushy.......
Ugh the Minimalist thing is driving me nuts.I hate the computer now.It's my biggest nemesis.Ironic though,isn't it?I'm using the net to blog.Ah......I need to sleep.

OKAY!!PEOPLE!!!
I swear on the hairs on my head, this is the LAST time I'm changing my blog address.Let's just put it this way,Xanga sucks,Live Journal sucks and don't know what other ulu blogs I've tried,they all fucking suck dick.So blogspot,don't fail on me now.I'll really cry man.
So anyway,I'm sick at home today.Didn't go to church.UGH.Think I've been sleeping too late.Even Nick knocked out on my bed before 12,which is a miracle in itself.So you can just imagine how fucking tired we both were.
Went jamming yesterday,bloody screamed the whole 2 hrs,cause the stupid mic speaker was like above me,so the others couldn't hear me at all.After that,Nick,Adam and I went to our trusty old vegetarian restaurant,then Nick and I went down to Far East to look for Yan.haha I'm sorry darling,it's not Wendy's,it's Clancy's!hahaha
Oh,and EEKS!!!Yan saw LLOYD!!!My NIGHTMARE!!!Thank GOD I didn't bump into him...I think I would've just died.The poor girl and her two friends Isk and Weimin were tortured by him.Haha.I met Isk and Weimin twice before this,and they're really nice people,so I think they tried to tolerate him.hahaha.Anyway,I love Yan's hair colour now...You look damn good darling!!!And she's lining her eyes now!!!OMG!!!Hahahah.I love it when people line their eyes (and omg,I feel like a bimbo now...like totally.)
I miss Yan.I miss Kerrie.I miss Zhenru.I miss Jasmin.I miss Feli.I miss Clara.When will we meet again???sigh...Gonna start on my Minimalism assignment now.Eek.