And how can you mend a broken heart? How can you stop the rain from falling down? How can you stop the sun from shining? What makes the world go round? How can you mend a this broken man? How can a loser ever win? Please help me mend my broken heart and let me live again.
Friday, May 26, 2006,
11:55 PM
Depeche Mode
Somebody
I want somebody to share Share the rest of my life Share my innermost thoughts Know my intimate details Someone who'll stand by my side And give me support And in return She'll get my support She will listen to me When I want to speak About the world we live in And life in general Though my views may be wrong They may even be perverted She'll hear me out And won't easily be converted To my way of thinking In fact she'll often disagree But at the end of it all She will understand me
I want somebody who cares For me passionately With every thought and With every breath Someone who'll help me see things In a different light All the things I detest I will almost like I don't want to be tied To anyone's strings I'm carefully trying to steer clear of Those things But when I'm asleep I want somebody Who will put their arms around me And kiss me tenderly Though things like this Make me sick In a case like this I'll get away with it
Thursday, May 25, 2006,
6:15 AM
Barf!
The time is now 6.05am on a Friday morning, and my lack of sleep is not by choice. I have been up all night puking into the tiny little toilet bowl Juich and I rest our asses on ever so often. Mum brought me to the doc at Bishan st 12, turns out I've been poisoned!! By food!! It's either the food at Leander's place (No offence man, the food was awesome. And thanks for having us again!) or the popcorn when we were watching the new X-MEN movie (which was alright for me, they crammed too many things in 2 hrs)
Well, whatever it is, at least there's a cure for it.
Got a message from Matthias around 5plus when my mum was sending me to the doc. I wish things could be different, but it's really for the better. Hopefully you guys will be there to be a pillar of strength.
Wednesday, May 24, 2006,
7:29 PM
Yamate!
So I'm up. I'm supposed to be going to the gym, but for some reason my whole body's aching like a bitch...not from working out, more of a flu-ish kinda ache. Hmmm...
Ying showed this to me the other day, you HAVE to watch it!
I've finished my last disc of Season 3 of Gilmore Girls, and I'm SERIOUSLY having withdrawal symptoms...I...need....Season.....4...........*gasping for air*
And this quote at Wine Garage just cracks me up everytime I see it... "If you drink no noir, you pinot noir."
oooh...fake eyelashes are the best thing ever since tampons.
Saturday, May 20, 2006,
5:33 PM
Cafe Del Sar (hur hur)
Had a MAJORLY intense workout at the gym today, think it was a way to clear my head and get my mind off things. (plus I'm super out of shape can??)
Gonna start looking for a teaching job next week, I'll probably drag Ying along with me.HAHA! (she doesn't know this yet) Think it's high time I give the teaching world a try, who knows? I just might end up loving it.
Anyway, I've been blog hopping a lot lately, clicking on friends' links and reading blogs of all shapes and sizes, and I stumbled upon one that I found very very interesting. I know I'm gonna sound crazy, but it's Nick's ex-girlfriend's blog. I've been reading it for the past few weeks and man, I'm hooked. Don't know why, maybe it's cause I'm a sucker for nice photos.
Hope she doesn't mind me putting her add here. Don't sue me please! Haha
I'm running out of Beatles songs to use as titles for my entries.Geez... Alot of drama in less than 24hrs: 1. Was supposed to do the film score for Zihan's (LIT choreographer) very own 90min movie, but he called me when I was on my way to work to say that due to complications and misunderstandings between his producer and himself, I'm not doing it anymore. 2. Got woken up by my DARLING sister at 10am asking if I would be so kind as to haul my ass out of bed and rush to the nearest SISTIC outlet because ALL the online tickets for COLDPLAY were SOLDOUT.WTF??!!!SOLD OUT?!?!?! 3. Was supposed to go to Bintan to play at Club Med with Al - All expenses paid, including hotel, food and flight. Of course, it would be a non-paying gig. Got a call from Eugene at about 2pm to say that it was cancelled because of some event. 4. Tonight's our last night at Gallery Hotel.
At least something good came out of all this...
We got the Coldplay tickets.
I'm In The Mood For Love.Are You?
There I go, there I go, there I go, there I go Pretty baby you are the soul that snaps my control It's a funny thing but everytime I'm near you I never can behave You give me a smile and I'm wrapped up in your magic Music all around me, crazy music, music that keeps calling me so Baby close to you, turns me into your slave Come on Come and do with me any little thing that you want to Anything, baby just met me get next to you Am I insane or do I really see heaven in your eyes Bright as stars that shine up above you In the clear blue sky How I worry bout you Just can't live my life without you Baby come here, don't have no fear Oh, is there wonder why I'm really feeling in the mood for love So tell me why, stop to think about this weather, my dear This little dream might fade away There I go talking out of my head again so baby won't you Come and put our two hearts together That would make me strong and brave Oh, when we are one, I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid If there's a cloud up above us Go on and let in rain I'm sure our love together would endure a hurricane Oh my baby Won't you please let me love you and get a release from this awful misery
What is all this talk about loving me, my sweet I am not afraid, not anymore, not like before Don't you understand me, oh baby please Pull yourself together, got to do it very soon My heart's on fire, come on and take I'll be what you make me, my darling
Oh, pretty baby, you make me feel so good Let me take you by the hand Come let us visit out there In that new promised land
Maybe there we can find A good place to keep a lovin' state of mind I'm so crazy mama Never knew what love was all about James Moody would you come on hit me, you can blow now if you want to, we're through
Sunday, May 14, 2006,
8:33 AM
When We Dance
I've been doing a lot of shopping lately, and I blame it all on Yiing. I've never been a fan of shopping, but retail therapy has become a new hobby for me, not that I would recommend it to anyone because it burns freaking holes in your wallet! I spent 200 bucks in one day!!! That's insane I tell ya...
I'm in super healthy mode right now! Been blading, hitting the gym, avoiding junk food, lifting weights etc and I can really feel the difference. Ok it's only been two days, but shit man... the first day and I could see myself getting more cut. I'm psyching myself up to get back into shape before I entered LaSalle, I was so fit then. Sigh...Let the photo whoring begin!
Anyway, this is Chang being retarded. (which is what he does best)
