All Together Now

HUMILIATED.
That's how I feel right now.You know how you go through awkward phases in your life,like puppy love during your puberty-hormone-raging stage,falling down while playing catching in the field in primary school during P.E,going shopping with mum to get your first non-training bra...What I'm feeling now is nothing compared to all of that.This is a humiliation I've never ever felt before.It's degrading,it's unbelievably embarrassing and it seriously makes me doubt my own intelligence.Know why?
I FAILED BASIC THEORY FOR THE 2ND TIME.
Like who the FUCK fails basic theory in the first place???I don't know how,why and what went wrong.It's not like I didn't study right?Because I did.First time Nick and I took it,we both failed cause I was stupid and he wrote the wrong booklet alphabet on his answer sheet.This time,I was being stupid again,and he passed.Sha and Mark gave us (mostly for me) tips on how to pass the exam,and I quote Sha "Just use common sense and always give way." Well,that's what I did,but obviously the common sense part didn't really work out for me.This is damn fucking annoying.I'm gonna pass it,even if I have to take it more than 3 times.Can't believe I can't fucking pass a fucking BASIC theory paper.
Maybe GOD doesn't want me to drive.

P.S. Another thought to ponder on-Why're there more homophobic men than women?