ROCK & ROLL IS A PROSTITUTE.

Sunday, September 03, 2006, 9:38 AM

Daily Bread.

I cry, only because I can't be with you.
I cry, only because I have to be the one in the know.
I cry, only because I don't know if there will be a tomorrow.
I cry, only because I think that you might want to say goodbye.
I cry, only because I feel so guilty.
I cry, only because I can't bear to think of you being with someone else.
I cry, only because I feel so helpless.
I cry, only because I can't bring myself to put an end to this.
I cry, only because I don't want to end it.
I cry, only because I don't know if I'm clinging on to a hopeless dream.

but...

I smile whenever I see your name appear on my phone screen.
I smile whenever I receive a message from you saying how much you miss me.
I smile whenever I put on our iTunes playlist (oh well...)
I smile whenever I see you in your monster coming to pick me up.
I smile whenever I don't even have to ask for a big bear hug after a long day.
I smile whenever I hear you singing loudly beside me while I'm working.
I smile whenever I see you. Period.
I smile whenever I switch my Birthday light on. =)
I smile whenever I look at all our photos.
I smile whenever I think there's a chance things might work out.
I smile whenever I'm with you.